Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
I'm feeling so moodless to blog now but I have so much to say. Shall start with the happenings today. I went school with bestfriend today, after so long. But she doesn't seemed to like anything about the school so we both started being moody all the way till the dry games in the noon. That lifted our spirit and makes her like the school a little. We both went so high. We went home together. I met baby at the bus stop, he cycled me to get my shampoo and then went to my house. He bought something really nice for me. I love it :) Okay. The good part of today is over, here comes the bad ones. I'm supposed to submit my choice of subjects combi by tonight, which I already did. I checked out the NUS website and found out that the basic requirement for medicine course is pass for H2 chem and either physics or bio. Meaning, I have to take double-H2 science, which I cannot even qualify for in the first place. I'm just short of one point. This really makes me feel lousy. I'm beginning to hate myself. It all boils down to me playing my whole one and a half years of Olevel course away. I wondered what has happened along the way that I strayed off from good results. Speaking of this can easily drive me to tears. Now I can't even choose the combi that I want. And even if I got it, my target of enrolling into medicine in NUS is still far off. Although my future has already been paved and I'll have no worries even if I decide to drop out of school now but I will never get to do the things that I like. It will definitely be the greatest regret of my whole entire life, because I don't even get the chance to try. I'm lost. I'm like deciding if I should go for the I-don't-know-whether-can-appeal-in-subject-combi in order to qualify the basic requirements for the course that have a high possibility of not taking me in. Note the word basic. Meaning, If I'm so lucky to get 4 H2 combi, the chances of me getting the course is still so micro. See what kind of shit situation I'm in now?
